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“Out beyond ideas of wrong-doing and right-doing there is a field. I'll meet you there. When the soul lies down in that grass, the world is too full to talk about.”― Rumi



ANCESTRAL BELONGING
WITNESS
&
RITUAL PRAXIS



One on One Counsel & Rituals
~ Empathic Liberation, Remembership & Equity Building ~

Systemic Golden Shadow Relations

~ Reclaiming Soul, Complex Trauma Recognising & Aligned ~

~ Processual, De-Colonialising, BIWoC Queer Feminist Lens ~



Specialty Areas, through a Pluriversal, Mythopoetic, Eco-Spiritual & Existential Lens:
 
• Creativity Infastructures • Gaze • Intuition • Initiation •
• Personal & Essential Identity • Relational Constellations • Darkness • Death • Loss • Transformation •
• LGBTQIA+ • Intergenerational, Cultural & Racial Trauma • Complex Trauma/CPTSD •
• Ancestral Experiences of War or Genocide • Migration, Displacement, Erasures, Abiguities, Colonisations, Extractions, Co-Options •
• Hyper Sensitivity/Hyper Empathy • Neurodiversities • Narcissistic Abuse, Neglect • Chronic/Repeat Illness •







[CONTAINMENT, TALK-BASED, SHADOW INTEGRATION & LIGHT LIMINAL RITUALS.]


[DEPTH CONTAINMENT, RITUAL-BASED, ANCESTRAL, INTRA-PSYCHIC, RE-ORBITING, SOMATIC SHADOW INTEGRATION, YIN REJUVENATION.]


Witness Session 1,5 Hr+
80 Euro
+ Sliding Scale
[ 133 Euro resourced rate ]

Ritual Session 2,5 Hr+
120 Euro
+ Sliding Scale
[ 222 Euro resourced rate ]



This 1,5 Hour supports us to crossover into moments of liminal spaces, interwoven with talking. We do this through a flow-state active meditation where Otherworlds weave in & out, through our discussions. We do not fully immerse into altered states in this session, but keep one foot in the Ordinary Consentual Reality.

Dreamwork / Compassionate Self-Analysis with a focus on Witnessing Trauma / Shadow Integration.

incl. Empowerment Shadow Work - Golden-Shadow Focused

On your first two-three sessions, I send post-session notes, which document & help to root the experiences we shared. Psycho-Magic Acts are often passed on to make at home.

* POSSIBLE ONLINE / INTERNATIONAL



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Drop-in 1 Hr

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[RETURNING CLIENTS ONLY]
Drop-in Session 1 Hr
60 Euro
+ Sliding Scale


Check In / Offload / Re-Charge
Continue with me on a more regular basis.


This *most popular*, deep session supports us to discuss intentions and then set them into motion through Abstraction: Sound, Action and Somatic Activations.

We enter The Gates of Ritual, immersing into Non Ordinary States.


This session supports Radical Transformation through Psychospiritual Depth Containment of Complex Trauma,  Navigating & releasing Systems of Oppression, and is a Template of Decolonial Healing, in Practice.

Receive Support for The Psyche & Body: notably The Central Nervous System, Heart & Gut. The Sound in this session enables a Somatic Experiencing and deep sensorial integration.


You Receive:

Protection through Radical Transformation / Energetic Cleaning & Power Boost / Spirit Animal Retrieval / Excess Power Extraction / Soul Retrieval / Re-Programming / Ancestral Shadow Integration /


This Session is also for PsychoPomp Support (Accompaniment of the Soul past Death).


On your first two-three sessions, I send post-session notes, which document & help to root the experiences we shared. Spirit Animal Information & Psycho-Magic Acts are often passed on to make at home.


Entering into Ritual has instant affect.

Be prepared to take some days to recallibrate!

It takes 4 days to reset the Tao!


This session is the deepest I offer, which is the reason of the 4 hr+ duration. We map your own inner-world cosmology.


Constellation is taken in an active journey by the client [with the client leading], within Integrative States of Consciousness [trance/altered states], with me holding space with chanelling, sound & presence.


Focused on expression and freedom from past trauma, & future fears, we re-route your power.



BREAK THE CHAINS!


Express & expel stuck, recoccuring or no longer helpful emotional content, within a psychic parts witnessing process, in safe space, fully resourced by Spirit, supported by The Sunshine Gong, Drums, Shakers, Bells, Bowls and full tool kit of Incenses, Crystals & Natural Elements in the praxis.


We could be focusing on a Family Constellation, Inner Child Constellation or an experience of travelling outside of timelines to heal certain wounds [ ie: outside of this lifetime, past lives ].


Post Session, I send an mp3 sound recording afterwards, coupled with any notes or imagery of the session.


Spirit Animal Information
& Psycho-Magic Acts
are often passed on to make at home.


10 minutes in discussion,
we get straight into action
for 40 min.
10 minutes recalibration.

* POSSIBLE ONLINE/ INTERNATIONAL
At least 45 min to talk,  
45 min - 1 HR into Ritual
+
recalibration time, sharing.

* POSSIBLE ONLINE / INTERNATIONAL
45 min to talk,
2 HR deep dive
+
recalibration time, sharing.

* IN PERSON IN BERLIN, ONLY


CURRENT AVAILABILITY FOR NEW CLIENTS IS ON:
MONDAYS & THURSDAYS


All rates are Sliding Scale - All praxis work is especially with BIPOC, LGBTQIA2S+, Nuerodiverse or Differently-Abled folk in mind.

As of Jan 2024: Those who are directly affected by active areas of oppression, especially Palestinians, or people with Indigenous Heritage, please reach out for special pro-bono rituals or group sessions as desired. I currently have 1 x drop-in slot open per fortnight at donation only - no specified cost - also for Activists who need psychic support especially after being on the front line at rallys, or faced with brutality.







FURTHER INFORMATION
ON SESSIONS:




Witness & Ritual is a profound process of building trust & faith, through repitition in relation with the Numinous (ie: Spirit). This praxis supports an opening into radical transformations and offers companionship for walking through darkness, welcoming unknowns.

The immanent (holding) cosmology for psyche stems from a research-based, cyclic, relational, elemental, intuitional, decolonial, metaphysical, & self-constellated core-shamanic model, supported within a depth & archetypal framework in recognsing Soul as a Yin Space (receptive, negative, and darkness centralising) - with inputs from relational psychoanalysis, existential philosophies, pluriversal & contradictory maps of meaning making - with focus to Qi, Kinship, Non-Dual, Being & Non-Being, referencing Tao.

This praxis is for power balance : purification, blessing & protection, accessing your own tools, constellating your own cosmology and forming your own medicine for alignment, courage, faith & self healing capacities.

We focus on self knowledge, acceptance, self compassion, forgiveness & mercy.

We understand toxicity as a !trickster! involved with initiation, and liberation as a self-instigated continuous practice within intra-psychic space.

We also recognise this is only the beginning in being able to understand the deep re-humanisation & re-animation process a post colonial psyche deserves,

To our experience together,

Sarah




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“The tension of the future is unbearable in us.
It must break through narrow cracks, it must force new ways....
There is only one way, and that is your way: there is only one salvation, and that is your salvation....
What is to come will be created in you and from you.
Hence - look into yourself. Do not compare, do not measure.
No other way is like yours....
You must fulfil the way that is in you.”


~ C.G.J.


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'In the midst of
an artistic creation process, the fear of not being able to find the writing language needed for my audiovisual work evaded me.
We conducted a Ritual Session with Sarah, the drums shook my body and mind, allowing me to access a half-sleep state.

During the ritual, I was able to navigate through imagined spaces and have new perceptions that helped me access exploratory realms for future writing work.

The drums and the sound of different instruments used during the ritual facilitated a space for play and letting go, so necessary in creative processes.'


- P (no pronoun), Artist, Filmmaker.
Artist in Process Session, 2024



“I have attended several sessions with Sarah, both privately and in a group setting.

Each time I am amazed with the power of her pacing and the depth of the journey.

She takes great care in finding a way to give each individual attention and specificity.

She is also an incredibly gifted drummer, who is able to use this musical power to send me where I need to go.

Each time I have been able to discover what I needed to in that day or time of my life.”

Thank you !


  - ''R/K, (no pronoun) Artist, Activist, Somatic Performance, 2024.
Ritual Session, Roots To Freedom Ceremony.''




“Sarah is a
deeply insightful being.
The session we had together opened doorways to sensation and emotion that I had trouble opening alone.
I'm really grateful for the time we spent together.”



- Adrienne Teicher, (she/her) Transfeminine Sound and Embodied Performance Artist, 2023






‘Sarah’s Sense Of Timing Is Directly In Sync With the Heart Of the Cosmos
I Believe This is the Gift Sarah Has With the Listening Arts
The Empathic
Relational & Compassionate Crafts
Sarah Is Devoted Too & Devours the Issues
The Traumas
The Subjects
The History
The Stories Of All Life
Here On Earth Mother
Moving Through Father Sky
Flowing In the Sacred Waters & Beyond
I Felt Safe Co Creating With Sarah...
I Highly Encourage Any Member Of Humanity & Galactic Citizen to Venture With Sarah
Whether It Is Spiritual, Mental, Emotional,
Or Body Sound & Frequency Scapes’

- S (she/her) Artist, Musician, Activist
Ritual Co-Creator, 2023


WHAT IS AN “ANCESTRAL PATH”?




We are relational beings with inter subjectivity. 

An ancestral constellation goes beyond our personal biographies. We find the epigentic roots within early life experiences and we remain open and curious about the positionality of our energy within all contexts.

We tap into relational networks where distance and intimacy (proximity) is recognised.

This extrapolation into lineage - allows grace.

Acknowlegding wound or shadow, as wholeness - even in cases when we have extremely dynamic energy internally/externally, or are carrying impacts of the traumatic - allows release, liberation.

With conscious practicing into the development of this ancestral lens, we recognise personal & essential identities: position.

We do not get locked into fixed identification, by also recognising path (or realm) as teacher*, offering us fluidity and co-emergence of message being ‘called forth’, during incredible times of transformation.

An ancestral lens also allows space to consider how we recognise and enter into mediation with the systemic.

(*Identity as Path is a very valuable teaching from Zenju Earthlyn Manuel)

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Ancestral is experience, is embedded in gaze, we form it and it forms us, through story and image.

What are the assumed ‘universal images’ which we have inherited, through family, through society, through (supremancy) culture?

‘Universal images’ formed through supremacy cultures are put into question in an ancestral lens.

We welcome plural ways of being and knowlegde. We seek something outside the rational, or reductive. We seek depth containers, which show up in more multiples, than the capacity of our languages allow.

There would be ‘no thing’ and ‘no life’ without ancestral wisdom accumulating, it forms all systems, societies and perspectives.

Every message we receive through our bodies or our psyche, and every relationship in our lives (and the flow of our relationships) - our relationship even with realities themselves - is a message connected with ancestral wisdom. 

Dropping into this space becomes a memory practice into collective experience.

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Some of collective memory is embedded into how we interact with transient phenonema, or matter.
(Yes, even the screen you are veiwing this page through, is built through images and relationships of ancestral wisdom.)

We usually discuss ancestral wisdom in the context of holistic, pychospiritual techniques, and wisdoms which are protected through Indigenous worldviews, and cosmologies. It is also present through myth, archetype, symbol, language, poetry, music, art and culture.

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Seeing through the eyes of an Earth Centered or Planetary Cosmology - is a very wide vision - to ‘See through the eyes of The Sacred’, to see through ‘Pluriversal Consciousness’, to see through the harmony of spheres, to see through ‘the third’ (transcendent) or ‘the fourth’ (immanence).

Our gaze is multiple, our psychic template infitinite in parts, from many perspectives all at once, a reflection of our relational cosmology, - Attention is expanded. -

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CHOICE, NAMING



We can find power within what draws or affects our attention, and we find immense power within free will and right to choose how we move forward.

In this praxis we enact on articulating and re-distributing power through our own recognition.

When we are able to name a relation, or a dynamic, we can decide to either hold it, or transform it.

Naming something encases something. Naming defines, describes, contains, contextualises and clarifies.

Naming something, at some ‘far through’ point, also allows us to loose all names, to let all things go into the chaos of entanglement.
Release!

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(DE)CONDITIONINGS 
The coping mechanisms and conditionings we all have, often are wrapped around unconscious, unrecognised or disowned loss, where we beleive ourselves to be powerless or without agency, and where we fogot our connection to the natural world. This needs to be greived. There are many generations behind us who did not get to greive what they needed to. This is now our task: to feel.

Our lineages have always adapted through great change and disruption, with resiliency. But the time of ‘surviving’ needs to be looked into. If we are this ‘advanced’ as humans, why do we still relate in such an unbalanced way with power. Why do the systems we live in syphon our agency, and manufacture our consent? That is not leadership, it’s control. This praxis assists the dismantling of us being suseptible to be controlled.

When attention is expanded, we can access agency, to re-member power. Compassionate power, resourced power.
Remembering how to connect to compassionate power, as nature, allows us to access more insight into our conditioning, which we can then consciously evolve.

To suit the current context, and not be living in a reality which is still coloured or dominated by a restrictive form of traps of ‘survival-mode’ against avoidances of unprocessed ancestral traumas, this is a constant process.


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WITNESS & TRANSFORMATION


Within this practice we witness and carry into transformation any unhelpful content that does not bring new life for us anymore, we allow it it’s right to a death & transformation.

Through natural cycles this becomes ‘composting food’ for un-seeded aspects of ancestral power to grow back.

We see unhelpful content as important - a catalyst in breaking into a continual, ultimately freeing, spiralling process.

There are always bondaries in this process as we do not exist in isolation from limitation,

None of us can run from being inexorably tied to The World, and come through this experience as unwounded.

We will always be touched by The World, muddied by it, and in contradictions because of it.

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TOXICITY & TRANSMUTATION



The aim is not to remove all the ‘toxicity’ but to relate to it uniquely. Perhaps to fogive some of the forms of toxicity around us and to see our parts in creating it, or to feel some of it’s context.

This does not mean to adopt the new age spiritual rhetoric of hard-won ‘sovereignty’. Nor does it mean to use a language of ‘higher consciousness’ heirachy. Here we stay supple and earthy. We honour the dark as equal as the light.

You decide when to submerge into world and when to discern yourself some distance.
You decide which parts to leave opaque, for Spirit only. And which parts to allow to become transparent.

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The work is a mixture of internal acceptance and courage towards speaking up for our own value systems.

We transmute pain and suffering by giving it as offerings towards a sacred container.

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PROCESSUAL



Ancestral Belonging, alike depth-analysis, is not a destination, but an ongoing process of learning deep care of our Soul and walking onwards with wide self-containment.

On this path we act with long range vision, becoming future Ancestors.



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My pathway to navigating and unwinding ancestral curses as such began in 2014-2015, through dreaming, synchonicity and materiality as an oracle through 2014 - 2020, in addition to some unclassifiable early life visitations from Spirits. I started working in private practice in 2020 with supervision. In 2022 this expanded into an identity recognising, decolonial & liberation model.
I was always centralising Multiplicities and Darkness, and have spent my whole life seeking healing, freedom and spiritual liberation.

“What hurts you, blesses you.
Darkness is your candle.
Your boundaries are your quest.”
~ Rumi





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