SHADOW ‘UNITING’ THROUGH
APOCALYPTIC LOSS & DESTRUCTION:
DEEP SIGHT INTO AN
ACCOUNTABILITY PRAXIS,
RADICAL RESILIENCY & SUPER EGO
Where’s our Accountability in untangling our
own paranoid agency of surveillance?
AGGRESSION, POLICING, In Search of The Bridge To the Great Mother.
( SUPER EGO, KLEIN’S DEATH DRIVE & MICHEAL MEADE’S WHY THE WORLD DOESN’T END)
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We look at the state of the world right now, we watch destruction and degradation of life through our screens...
This stirs of course the feelings of absolute devastation, despair, rage, insurmountable grief... apathy, overwhelm, chronic stress... the list goes on... my words in a quick blog post, can’t do it justice.
Politically we have major Overlords and Power Over - Gaslighters sitting at the helm of dominant sturctures - parading a collective brainwash, twisting the body of reality in and onto itself.
Our first responsibility was most definetly to ‘wake’ - but the waking up must go much deeper than purley seeing what’s ‘out there’ - we must also see doubles and quadruples, to see also, ‘in here’. Awakening or Wokeness is a process only in balance with its opposite, not a destination, as all things are.
Untwisting The Body of a Reality, releasing over and over again the same strange attractors, washing the same wounds.
Turning inside out, remaining whole, remaining us, I think this process is about:
1. Acknowledging the Internalised Self-Exclusionary Parameters - The Super Ego Gaze inside our own heads.
and
2. CLAIMING back your Soul and your Belonging, in consistent process of relating with, and being responsive to, this inner intruder.
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We are collectively disoriented - this is the collective rite of passage.
We do not reject the negative.
Without apathy, bypass or simplification, We understand and recognise the negative is a part of the process.
How responsible is psyche for all of this? Totally responsible.
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SUPPORT:
ON WHY THE WORLD DOESNT END
Micheal Meade’s teachings are a fantastic resource for this:
https://livingmyth.libsyn.com/episode-439-in-a-world-gone-wrong
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IN COMBINATION WITH NOTES ON THE SUPER EGO
(from a feminist, psychoanalytic western-thought)
‘‘On the sense of loneliness’’ ([1963] 1975) is a posthumously published and unfinished essay in which Kleinian melancholia is even more present, though in di√erent ways, than in her previous work. Klein sets out to explore what she calls the inner sense of loneliness, ‘‘the sense of being alone regardless of external circumstances, of feeling lonely even when among friends or receiving love’’ (SL, 300).
It is important to note that Klein places at the core of this inner sense of loneliness a longing for the intimate, earliest relationship with the mother, ‘‘the most complete experience of being understood . . . essentially linked to the preverbal stage’’ (301).∞∞ This, in her view, contributes to the sense of loneliness and derives from the depressive feeling of an ‘‘irretrievable loss’’ (301) Paranoid and depressive anxieties that are never entirely overcome are at the root of the sense of loneliness. Crucial to my main arguments is the fact that Klein identifies and explains why loneliness is generally understood to derive from the conviction that there is no person or group to which one belongs. This not belonging is spelled out in terms of projective
identification. Since total and permanent integration of the ego is never possible, some of its split-o√ parts are projected into other people and contribute to the feeling that one is not in full possession of one’s self, that one does not fully belong to oneself or, therefore, to anybody else: ‘‘The lost parts too, are felt to be lonely’’ (SL, 302).
Cultures of the Death Drive. pp.148
We may read this harsh and relentless Kleinian superego as an almost paranoid agency of surveillance, which does not only deny forgiveness but instead opts for disavowal.
Destructive impulses exist throughout the world, but the superego obsessively demands that ‘‘they should not exist.’
So, by definition, this latter Kleinian superego can be best described as a paranoid and policing agency, which, by way of its own denial, punishes an ego already under suspicion of being responsible for such destruction.
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This passage has been directly referenced by me as I beleive it points us directly back to The Earth and Cosmic Mother, as the original and most complete experience of being understood, and the original, most complete source of Belonging for the Spirit and the Soul.
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Ultimately we are in access this The Great Mother in a Soul and Spirit when we stay in the process of transforming the Super Ego, the internalised eye who is a weapon onto ourselves.
Those who are completely governed by this Super Ego have lost connection with Earth & Cosmic Mother. This super ego is internalised in all of us.
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Courage +++
Sarah
Guided, Ancestral Belonging Sound Session
CEREMONY FOR DEPTH RE-MEMBERMENT
- 7.10.24 -
Appearing Online & Open Access Sunday Night 6.10.24