OUR REALITY-BODY
IS IN A WOUND-ORBIT.
Everything happens FOR me.

~ DAGARA INSPIRED WATER & GRIEF TEACHINGS ~

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At the deepest, southern-most-point, this wound opens right into the realm of Grandmother Spider.

Relational-trauma is pointing us right back to our reality as a being/body and as an active player in our lives.

When I loose,
or Fall from Grace,
Exposing my humanity,
my intimacy and my path,
I bow my head to Water.
I Re-Turn Home to Soul.




Nothing happened TO me,
Everything happens FOR me.
When I loose,
Fall from [any idea of] Grace,
I open interior doorways,
Leading me back
~ always deeper ~
To Soul Water




Figuring out the reasons of why I wasn’t seen, heard, understood, attuned to, supported or safe, serves me ONLY until I can learn the teaching. I witness where I was vulnerable: where I have my deepest portal towards releasing control & receiving in Spirit.
 



I can integrate the teaching in my 5D by WITNESS.
Where in my constellation did it hurt the most? Which inner parts came to protect me? What is my healing-warrior-vision, and how did it get activated?





By witnessing my hurts as portals to a deeper path - I can find acceptance of loose-ends in the 3D.
I can forgive the 3D limitations & be aware of the existence of darkness & imperfection within the Grid.


I choose to allow myself to turn towards receiving freedom ~ I release any form of control on the old Grid  - I accept my limits & give it straight to Grandmother Spider, Hekate, The Moon, Mother Earth or Grandmother Cosmos.

THE MORE WE INNER & UNDERSTAND SYSTEMS OF TRAUMA AS DIFFERENTIATED INTO THE VERY THREADS OF OUR REALITY

~ BECAUSE TRAUMA IS *ENTIRELY* RELATIONAL WOUNDINGS ~
- AND REALITY ITSELF IS *ENTIRELY* RELATIONALLY WOVEN ~

THE CLOSER WE WILL COME AS A COLLECTIVE
TO ACCEPTING THE NEED FOR THE
ENERGETIC ALCHEMY OF GRID WORK.

OUR REALITY(IES) = OUR TRAUMA
OUR TRAUMA = OUR EVOLUTION ALGORITHM

ENERGETIC ALCHEMY = TO MOVE THROUGH REALITY AS A PORTAL.


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THE MORE WE UNDERSTAND THE SYSTEM OF ENERGETIC ALCHEMY AS BEING ENACTED UPON, IN THE BODY, THE MORE WE UNDERSTAND THE BODY AS AN ANCESTRAL MOUTH PEICE ~ THE MORE WE COME TOWARDS RITUAL ~ A THEATRE OF THE BODY ~ ACTION, SONG, SOUND & PROCESS AS THE ULTIMATE PSYCHIC CONTAINER.


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IT IS COLLECTIVE RESPONSIBILITY OF THE WATERS WE ARE ALL SWIMMING IN & PERPETUATING TO BE HEALTHY ~ AS OPPOSED TO A RESPONSIBILITY OF AN INDIVIDUAL EMPATHIC HUMAN HEART TO BE INVISIBLY CLEANING DIRTY-WATER, IN CONSTANT CRISIS-MODE.


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WE NO LONGER PATHOLOGISE THE INDIVIDUAL EMPATHIC HEART WHO DISPLAYS SYMPTOMS OF TOXIC WATERS.

AS SOON AS AN INDIVIDUAL RECOGNISES DARKNESS WITHIN AND CHOOSES FOR REFLECTION / MAINTENANCE OR ACKNOWLEDGES THEIR FALL FROM GRACE.

~ WE LIFT THEM UP ~

AND WE DANCE AND SING IN ORDER TO THANK THEM FOR THEIR SERVICE.

CHOOSING HEALING IS A CELEBRATION & HOMECOMING!

~ THE BODY IS AN ANCESTRAL MOUTH PEICE ~
~ CODED CURSES ARE UNLOCKED ~
~ THROUGH ENCOUNTERS OF DARKNESS ~

~ HEALING AS RITUAL EMBRACES THE DARK AS A PROCESS ~
~ THEATRES OF THE BODY ~
~ PLAY OUT & UNWIND THE TIGHTLY-BOUND ANCESTORS STORIES ~

~ THESE STORIES NEED WITNESS ~
~ THESE STORIES NEED A FORM OF DEEP-CARE WHICH IS UNKNOWN TO OUR UNDERSTANDING & OFTEN, NOT EVEN POSSIBLE FROM OUR HUMAN LIMITS ~

~ THESE STORIES NEED WITNESS DIRECTLY FROM SPIRIT ~
~ THE MORE UNMET SUFFERING YOU FIND, TO BE MET IN YOUR ANCESTRAL LINE ~
~ THE DEEPER THE DOORWAY TO SPIRIT ~

~ THAT IS YOUR HERITAGE & YOUR BIRTHRIGHT ~

~ THAT YOU RECEIVE YOUR DOORWAY, BACK HOME TO DEEP CARE, AND DEEP SOUL REALMS ~