IS IN A WOUND-ORBIT.
Everything happens FOR me.
~ DAGARA INSPIRED WATER & GRIEF TEACHINGS ~
At the deepest, southern-most-point, this wound opens right into the realm of Grandmother Spider.
Relational-trauma is pointing us right back to our reality as a being/body and as an active player in our lives.
When I loose,
or Fall from Grace,
Exposing my humanity,
my intimacy and my path,
I bow my head to Water.
I Re-Turn Home to Soul.
Nothing happened TO me,
Everything happens FOR me.
When I loose,
Fall from [any idea of] Grace,
I open interior doorways,
Leading me back
To Soul Water
Figuring out the reasons of why I wasn’t seen, heard, understood, attuned to, supported or safe, serves me ONLY until I can learn the teaching. I witness where I was vulnerable: where I have my deepest portal towards releasing control & receiving in Spirit.
I can integrate the teaching in my 5D by WITNESS.
Where in my constellation did it hurt the most? Which inner parts came to protect me? What is my healing-warrior-vision, and how did it get activated?
By witnessing my hurts as portals to a deeper path - I can find acceptance of loose-ends in the 3D.
I can forgive the 3D limitations & be aware of the existence of darkness & imperfection within the Grid.
I choose to allow myself to turn towards receiving freedom ~ I release any form of control on the old Grid - I accept my limits & give it straight to Grandmother Spider, Hekate, The Moon, Mother Earth or Grandmother Cosmos.
THE MORE WE INNER & UNDERSTAND SYSTEMS OF TRAUMA AS DIFFERENTIATED INTO THE VERY THREADS OF OUR REALITY
~ BECAUSE TRAUMA IS *ENTIRELY* RELATIONAL WOUNDINGS ~
- AND REALITY ITSELF IS *ENTIRELY* RELATIONALLY WOVEN ~
THE CLOSER WE WILL COME AS A COLLECTIVE
TO ACCEPTING THE NEED FOR THE
ENERGETIC ALCHEMY OF GRID WORK.
OUR REALITY(IES) = OUR TRAUMA
OUR TRAUMA = OUR EVOLUTION ALGORITHM
ENERGETIC ALCHEMY = TO MOVE THROUGH REALITY AS A PORTAL.
THE MORE WE UNDERSTAND THE SYSTEM OF ENERGETIC ALCHEMY AS BEING ENACTED UPON, IN THE BODY, THE MORE WE UNDERSTAND THE BODY AS AN ANCESTRAL MOUTH PEICE ~ THE MORE WE COME TOWARDS RITUAL ~ A THEATRE OF THE BODY ~ ACTION, SONG, SOUND & PROCESS AS THE ULTIMATE PSYCHIC CONTAINER.
IT IS COLLECTIVE RESPONSIBILITY OF THE WATERS WE ARE ALL SWIMMING IN & PERPETUATING TO BE HEALTHY ~ AS OPPOSED TO A RESPONSIBILITY OF AN INDIVIDUAL EMPATHIC HUMAN HEART TO BE INVISIBLY CLEANING DIRTY-WATER, IN CONSTANT CRISIS-MODE.
WE NO LONGER PATHOLOGISE THE INDIVIDUAL EMPATHIC HEART WHO DISPLAYS SYMPTOMS OF TOXIC WATERS.
AS SOON AS AN INDIVIDUAL RECOGNISES DARKNESS WITHIN AND CHOOSES FOR REFLECTION / MAINTENANCE OR ACKNOWLEDGES THEIR FALL FROM GRACE.
WE LIFT THEM UP ~
AND WE DANCE AND SING IN ORDER TO THANK THEM FOR THEIR SERVICE.
CHOOSING HEALING IS A CELEBRATION & HOMECOMING!
~ THE BODY IS AN ANCESTRAL MOUTH PEICE ~
~ CODED CURSES ARE UNLOCKED ~
~ THROUGH ENCOUNTERS OF DARKNESS ~
~ HEALING AS RITUAL EMBRACES THE DARK AS A PROCESS ~
~ THEATRES OF THE BODY ~
~ PLAY OUT & UNWIND THE TIGHTLY-BOUND ANCESTORS STORIES ~
~ THESE STORIES NEED WITNESS ~
~ THESE STORIES NEED A FORM OF DEEP-CARE WHICH IS UNKNOWN TO OUR UNDERSTANDING & OFTEN, NOT EVEN POSSIBLE FROM OUR HUMAN LIMITS ~
~ THESE STORIES NEED WITNESS DIRECTLY FROM SPIRIT ~
~ THE MORE UNMET SUFFERING YOU FIND, TO BE MET IN YOUR ANCESTRAL LINE ~
~ THE DEEPER THE DOORWAY TO SPIRIT ~
~ THAT IS YOUR HERITAGE & YOUR BIRTHRIGHT ~
~ THAT YOU RECEIVE YOUR DOORWAY, BACK HOME TO DEEP CARE, AND DEEP SOUL REALMS ~
THERE IS A REASON YOU ARE HERE.
OUR COLLECTIVE NEEDS A RE-TURN TO THE SACRED
IF YOU ARE WAKING UP TO TRAUMA
YOU ARE BECOMING A DOORWAY
BUT ONLY IF YOU KEEP SHOWING UP,
BOWING YOUR HEAD
ACCEPT THAT TRAUMA IS GRACE
TRAUMA IS DIGNITY
TRAUMA IS FREEDOM
THANK YOU TO ALL EMPATHS WHO HAVE BEEN DIGESTING COLLECTIVE WATERS AND WHO HAVE BEEN CARRYING THE PROJECTIONS OF DARKNESS, SHAME OR SEPARATION.
YOU ARE WAY STRONGER THAN YOU REALISE, YOU ARE HERE FOR SOMETHING MUCH DEEPER THAN YOU CAN KNOW AND IT IS TIME TO CATALYSE THE DARKNESS INTO LIGHT.
RE-ROUTING WILL COME FROM YOU SAYING “NO” TO WHEREVER YOU FEEL LIMITED IN YOUR JOY AND EXPANSION. AND “YES” TO YOUR OWN FIRE, YES TO BEING A VESSEL OF RADICAL TRANSFORMATION.
No more invisible labour and feeling the weight of the pathology of a system on your shoulders.
You are here to show us a New Way of how to Love and honour our Hearts.
+++ COURAGE TO BE YOU +++
xoxox SARAH xoxox